sIGNS OF wEAK IMAN..

.:السلام عليكم:.




i felt really bored this week.well,my friends were all off to their universities while i'm still here duin nutin.i really hope to fly sooner as i missed the feel of studying.this leave me no choice than read one of cousin books.the book was quite informative written by the well - known Dr.Yusuf Al-Qadrawi.i would like to share with you a bit from my diminutive knowledge about this book.arabian do say that :

العلم بلا عمل كالشجر بلا ثمر

SIGNS OF WEAK IMAN


1) Committing sins and not feeling any guilt.

2) Having a hard heart and no desire to read the Quran.

3) Feeling too lazy to do good deeds

4) Neglecting the Sunnah.

5) Having mood swings, for instance being upset about petty things and bothered and irritated most of the time.

6) Not feeling anything when hearing verses from the Quran like Allah warns us of punishments and His promise of glad tidings.

7) Finding difficulty in remembering Allah and making zikir.

8) Not feeling bad when things are done against the syaria'.

9) Desiring status and wealth.

10) Being mean and miserly like did not wanting to part with wealth aka zakat.

11) Ordering others to do good deeds when not practising them ourselves.

12) Feeling pleased when things are not progressing for others aka glad with others misery.

13) Making fun of people who do simple good deeds like cleaning the mosque.

14) Not feeling concerned about the situation of Muslims.

15) Not feeling the responsibility to do something to promote Islam.

16) Being unable to deal with calamities like crying and yelling in funerals.

17) Liking to argue just for the sake of arguing without any proof.

18) In love and very involved with 'dunia', worldly things like feeling bad only when losing something in terms of material wealth.

19) Becoming engrossed and obsessive about ourselves.


Nauzubillah hu min zaalik..
Hope we were not one of them....

The Turning Point..

.:السلام عليكم:.

The days during my status as a matrix student had over. I went to my hometown and enjoyed my holidays while waiting for my PSPM result. I filled up my holidays with chatting, exploring the net and learnt more about computer program (with the help of YouTube). After 3 months waiting, finally I received a call that night from my roommate who told me that the result from our one-year matriculation program would be out next morning. I felt that my adrenalin was secreted most that nite(kah3). I solicited my friend to check my result that morning (I was actually already 5 weeks charged into HSNZ due to my ABG operation). My result was okay and thanked to Allah who had gave the chances to further my study at tertiary level. The next thing I had to do was to settle my university application forms. Alhamdulillah, when the UPU result was proclaimed, I was offered biomedical engineering (prosthetic and orthotic) at Malaya University (UM) which is the oldest and best university in Malaysia.

I was astounded as UM had shortlisted my name as their students. Nevertheless, the course that I got sounds quite eerie. I had no idea what is prosthetic and orthotic. That nite,I search the web to find out more regarding my course and UM. Unpredictably, the course was more about engineering rather than medical itself. It’s about fabricated artificial arms and legs. As I realized, the course was not me at all. Only God knew how depressed I am that time. It was like no way out because I dun no where to go.

It is more to mechanical engineering than medical itself rite?!

Thanks to science and technology who had ease and help those indeed

Ahaks,the next morning my friend called and asked me if I had already went to YT and filled up the forms to study overseas for matriculation students under YT scholarships. I was bolted from the blue and gladded that there is other path for me to take. That noon, I went to YT and filled up the forms. There are only 2 courses offered; medicine and dentistry. Erm..i dun want to be a doctor actually. It’s more about my family choice. The interview was quite complicates eventhough it is not fully – scholarship. We had to take up IQ test and the interview went well. When the result was announced, I got the scholarships. My relief that time was indescribable. Unfortunately, my friend did not make it. I felt sorry for him but I know that he is a bright student and will always perform in his study which is civil engineering at UTM. Thanks to him, Azri Hizami who showed me that there will be always another ways to succeed people are good and special in their own way.